Posts Tagged: angsty

• Sep 24, 2007

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  Oh wait – I am an adult.

  I can’t be the only parent that gets a little freaked out when she goes to her Kid’s school and gets treated like an adult. For some reason, I can’t stop thinking the teachers are going to treat me like a student. When I walk up those cement stairs, I have a sudden panic attack because I...
  
  

• Sep 20, 2007

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  A Fiasco

  I can’t deal with this before my morning cup of coffee. I can’t function in a normal manner before my morning cup of coffee, let alone deal with pee and poop all over the house. There is a reason our dog lives outside. I wake up and go to fetch the Baby out of her...
  
  

• Aug 02, 2007

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  Bitchy Expectations

  I have rather high expectations. I expect people to be kind. I expect people to respond to my greetings with a respectful response. I expect people to be mature enough to look someone in the eye and act cordially. Maybe I am expecting too much. There is a person in my life that is constantly...
  
  

• Jul 27, 2007

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  Anonymous-ish

  Last night, while I was not sleeping, I was contemplating the fragility of my anonymity here at WordPress. It has seemed a bit precarious in the last couple of weeks. Other than my Husband, I haven’t really told anyone about this little bloggity experiment. I’ve wanted to tell people. I’ve come within a few words of telling...
  
  

• Jun 22, 2007

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  The Nothing Appointment

  “You came here for that? That tiny, insignificant little spot?” “Umm…Yes?” “Oh. Well. It looks like nothing.” “So, the bleeding and the cracking and the stinging when I go into the sun is all nothing?” “Yes. Well, there is something called a basal cell carcinoma. If you were a 70 year old farmer, it could...
  
  

• Jun 14, 2007

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  Two Roads, Indeed.

  I am scared of change. There, I’ve said it. So, lets move on. Only, wait. I can’t move on because I am terrified. of. change. Suddenly, I have found myself sitting on the edge of a precipice. A huge gorge is spread out in front of me and I can’t decide the best way down to...
  
  

• Jun 05, 2007

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  Sometimes I hate her.

  Please, please will someone explain to me why when I am in my happiest moments I always think to myself how it will all have to end soon. I can never fully enjoy the moment because I am always planning about what I am going to do when it is over and I am miserable...
  
  

• May 22, 2007

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  Please Excuse the Drama.

  You doubt the existence of my teenage angst? Really? Fine. Here is the proof. I found this in the attic yesterday while looking for a picture frame that I was sure I had stashed up there. I did not find the picture frame. I did find this magnificent piece of literary genius that I wrote in...
  
  

• May 11, 2007

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  The Awkwardness is killing me.

  Sometimes I think there is something wrong with me. And sometimes I think it is my Sister-in-laws fault.  Only, I know it is not her fault that I am socially awkward and unable to make friends in this town. I get in a situation where a normal person would have a conversation that would eventually...
  
  

• Apr 13, 2007

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  Angstalicious

  This was in the parenthacks email today: When giving or receiving advice – be careful of attribution error. You kids may have turned out well in spite of you – rather than because of you. Wow. This is really harsh and really true. I think down this path lies some of my worst fears. Probably...